I hav e been so worried about putting down anything that might affend anyone that Ive actually avoided writing... for a good month or two. I hate that about myself. I felt like it was ok for me to not get my thoughts out and down... not on paper, which I miss but a keyboard... the pounding the tires my hand in an unfamiliar way in which a pen would loving allow to cramp. I thought that not writting would allow me to keep my thoughts all to myself, but because of my selffishness I have forgotten most of the thing that troubled me. I want anyone who reads this to know That I am an extremely happy person... almost in an abnormal sense... I usually may not be happy goo lucky all the time but even when Im in my most sober moods it is rarely anything close to depressed. In fact the most negitive mood I ever visist is Se;f doubt... but I feel that only really pertaints to my after colliate career. Yikes! So with that I will know start writing! And If there is something that I dont eel comfortable writing.. I will block the community from seeing it. Also, please note... I will be using name unless the information is extrmemly incriminating ;) and In most cases that pertains to gossip and which Boys Like Girls... like the ever popular music of our generation.